I began dating my guy when I was 17. This was my very first major partnership, and also he is the only individual I'' ve been with. He is my buddy as well as I like him so a lot. He informs me daily just how much he likes me as well as exactly how he is mosting likely to wed me. We lately relocated with each other and also I am beginning to understand that this could not be what I desire.
My primary problem is we have really various suggestions of what we desire in our futures. I wish to take a trip as well as see the globe as well as wish to transfer to a seaside city when I can manage it. He has actually never ever taken a trip or perhaps left the district and also has no wish to. He functions a blue-collar work and also assumes if we relocated he wouldn'' t have the ability to locate a task that pays all right as what he does currently, so he intends to survive on our home town for the remainder of his life. Like I claimed in the past, I like him greater than anything, however I put on'' t recognize if I can make that sacrifice for him and also remain right here for the remainder of my life.
The various other problem I have really feels so self-seeking yet it'' s exactly how I really feel. He took my virginity and also was my initial actual sweetheart. I didn'' t day quite in secondary school, so I seem like I lost out on dating and also being solitary as a grownup. He likewise doesn'' t like when I most likely to events or head out alcohol consumption without him. I seem like I'' ve lost out on a large component of my life. I'' m 19 as well as practically never ever head out due to the fact that he makes me really feel so guilty for it. Simply to clear up, I would certainly be heading out to dance and also be with my pals, not to tease or talk to various other men.
I need to choose thats mosting likely to modify the training course of my life. I can remain with him since I enjoy him as well as he treats me well, however I will certainly more than likely not reach live the way of living I desire. Or I leave him as well as cope with a busted heart however reach take a trip as well as live where I desire as well as have some even more liberty to do what I desire. I desire there was a means I can have both, yet I wear'' t believe there is. What do I do?
He functions a blue-collar work and also assumes if we relocated he wouldn'' t be able to locate a task that pays well sufficient as what he does currently, so he desires to live on our home town for the remainder of his life. I didn'' t day extremely a lot in high institution, so I really feel like I missed out on out on dating as well as being solitary as a grownup. He additionally doesn'' t like when I go to celebrations or go out alcohol consumption without him. I'' m 19 as well as virtually never ever go out since he makes me really feel so guilty for it.