Feeling so down over this. I matured really inadequate in Arkansas with a southerly accent and also the various other evening I’m making my bf southerly food (collard environment-friendlies, beans and also some cornbread) as well as saw this like “life objectives” listing he carries his refrigerator as well as among things on his listing is he desires a “stunning female – European feelings” and so on. I think it’s existed given that prior to we began dating concerning a year and also a fifty percent ago yet I have to have not observed it.
I can not inform if I’m insane for allowing this pain my sensations. I have not claimed anything concerning it simply remained on it for a couple of days currently attempting to be typical.
This isn’t a brand-new topic for me. It’s something he has actually claimed to me prior to and also has actually because returned and also claimed that he really did not understand what he desired basically prior to he satisfied me. Yet he realizes that it is an aching area/ discomfort factor for me.
I really feel actually sickening having sensations of envy as well as contrasting myself to other individuals in a social feeling as well as do not understand what to do or exactly how to bring this up once again without beginning a disagreement.
TLDR: my bf has a life objectives listing where he claims he desires a lady with European “feelings” yet I am not that.