For context, I’m a rather traditionally appealing, 5’8″, model-type redhead that’s smart, amusing, sparkling, independent, positive, kind, enthusiastic … an overall catch by a great deal of requirements. In spite of this, or maybe as a result of this, I typically draw in males that appear to act well initially and after that evidently spiral and also end up being mean, unpleasant, far-off, and so on, and also things I constantly listen to is what a loss it was for him or exactly how he “messed up” me.
As well as I obtain it, the important things is, when individuals do this to you continually, you begin to doubt on your own and also your well worth. Like, if I’m so simple for many individuals to shed, is something incorrect with me?
I think my inquiry is has any individual else had this experience or sensation, and also exactly how do you not internalize it?
It’s simple to clean it off the very first number of times I think, however I’m truthfully obtaining actually fed up with being a great individual that is frequently fucked over and also disposed of.