I am really woowoo, like did witchcraft in high school woowoo. (Yes yes we know all girls tried to be witches in high school) but I cant lie that some of that shit was very real and I joined actual covens and cults at some point (bad experiences I have since then found better pagan communities that are registered charities and regulated by the government and not creepy cults) I am full into astrology, divination, tarot, magic, law of attraction, law of assumption, enlightenment and all sorts of spirituality. Including starseeds and re incarnation. I am a Cancer sun Scorpio moon Scorpio Rising. I am full on into the concept of twin flames and soulmates. Though I have to give you whole heartedly you cannot force soul connections. The stars kind of have to align for me to meet a soulmate or karmic connection. But I have met many soul connections in this life and am hoping I am fortunate enough to meet many more.
I just find it incredibly frustrating how hard it is to make sexual connections that are aligned and spiritual. I am way past the age and position in life where meaningless sexual connections satisfied me. I feel like posting only that I am sexually frustrated automatically becomes a giant magnet to attract every desperate dude who will send me a trashy sexual message including his girth size that is supposed to entice me into sending him nudes. Meanwhile I am here considering sex to be a holy act these days. A spiritual merging of energies and souls. And that is so hard to find and I get so depressed and horny in between waiting for those magical soul connections to find me. But my radar for creeps is quite good I now know how to filter those messages and people and I am quite confident I will eventually meet good people.
so let me know if any of this strikes your fancy.